The question of the day is, "Where do I go from here." I'm pretty undecided what happens from here on out. I've applied for countless jobs in this area and have yet to receive even a question or phone interview. I've applied for jobs mopping floors and nobody seems interested. It's getting awful expensive, and I dont know if I can stay here for much longer. I was going to leave for the east coast on Monday, I just couldnt bring myself in leaving my kids though. Short of a miricle, I will have to leave next week, I cant afford staying in a hotel anymore and cant bring myself back to living in my van.
Luke 14:26-27
26“If anyone comes to me and does not hate his father and mother, his wife and children, his brothers and sisters—yes, even his own life—he cannot be my disciple. 27And anyone who does not carry his cross and follow me cannot be my disciple.
This week I had much put on my heart when it comes to this verse. What Jesus is saying is, if your not willing to lay it all on the line to follow me, then you cannot be a disciple. What this means is, I've been chasing all the wrong things. I need to put my focus 100% upon Jesus and follow him, everything else will then fall into where God wants them to be. This means God comes first, before anyone, including my children.
As the week goes on, more will be revealed.
